Don't I?

I have the right to choose what really makes me happy, don't I?

It can't always be accepting things that I'm highly against and live with it my entire life, right?

I'm not a human who can bear so much weight on their shoulder and live life as if nothing's wrong and everything is perfect, right?

I can't always sacrifice my happiness and continue to fight if it isn't working anymore for me, right?

I'm just a normal human being who has limits and has the right to choose between what makes me happy and what makes me feel incomplete, aren't I?

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Help?

I can't stop thinking about it. I try my best to distract myself.. fck I can't even write a proper blog post about it.

I'm tired. I don't want to deal with this kind of things anymore. I want it to end but I'm afraid that if I stop fighting, it'll be the end of what I have always wanted in my life.

I can't help but think about leaving. About stopping. About not giving a single fck. About not caring.

But in the end I know that if I do, it'll be my greatest regret.

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FINALLY!

Finally a check from my list!!!

• Buy my Mom something she'd like (for once).

*Disclaimer : I am not, in any way, endorsing this brand or store :)

So I bought this last night after coming from our day swimming which was an advanced celebration of her birthday and finally, I bought something that she liked!!! 

ACHIEVEMENT OF THE YEAR RIGHT DURR :))

An Update

So I have updated my bucket list with a list of restaurants I want to visit for at least once. But! I haven't even accomplished one from my original list!

I was about to tick off this one yesterday:

• Buy my Mom something she'd like (for once).

But yeah, I wasn't able to because I decided to no longer claim the prize I won from our bidding which is this. Why, you ask? Because my shift starts at 8AM and ends at 5PM and they decided to release the prizes at 6PM with so many other requirements to accomplish. I already had to stay at our office and render overtime due to the report that we were required to send!

So no checks from the list for now. Hopefully by this coming Tuesday I'll be able to tick that one off cause it's my mother's 50th birthday.

Bucket List (For the Year 2015)

So I decided that I will make an official bucket list that I must, with all my power, accomplish by the end of this year. Below is the list of things I want to do (alone or with my friends or with my significant other).

*This is an on-going list, so I might add some more. Maybe a few days or weeks from now ;)

• Visit these 10 Modern Art Museums that can be found on this link.
• Climb Taal Volcano! (because I wasn't able to come with my friends #sad)
• Visit the beach *with optional bonfire.
• Have a picnic at some park somewhere.
• Hiking & Camping! *bonfire required.
• Get drunk (LOL, easy one)
• Eat at a high-end restaurant *completely dolled up (here, even for just one resto!)
• Outing with College Friends           ----- Kinda hard to do
• Outing with High school Friends    ----- Kinda hard to do
• Buy my Mom something she'd like (for once).
• Buy myself at least 3 pairs of Vans shoes :)
• Stay at a nice hotel.
• ROAD TRIP!
• Watch at all the cinemas listed here.
• Play some live music somewhere/anywhere.
• Complete a lazy day (watch movies, eat pizza, drink beer).

PS

I'll be posting everything I accomplish here on my blog, so stay tuned!