Help?

I can't stop thinking about it. I try my best to distract myself.. fck I can't even write a proper blog post about it.

I'm tired. I don't want to deal with this kind of things anymore. I want it to end but I'm afraid that if I stop fighting, it'll be the end of what I have always wanted in my life.

I can't help but think about leaving. About stopping. About not giving a single fck. About not caring.

But in the end I know that if I do, it'll be my greatest regret.

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