Seriously, Why? Why is it so hard to love?
Sometimes you feel like you want to pull all your hair out. Sometimes you want to punch a hole through the wall. Sometimes you want to claw someones eyes out (or even your own). Sometimes you want to kick something hard, like really hard. Sometimes you want to smash stuff. Sometimes you want to just lie on your bed and cry your eyes out.
However, even though you sometimes feel these unimaginable things, you just can't help hearing that little voice at the back of your head saying that that's just how it is. Love isn't something that will always make you extremely happy. Love is not there to make all things better in an instant...
Because love, love is faith, hope, and all the good things in the world mixed with the bad.
Love needs to endure in order to grow. Love needs tests and obstacles in order to be proven.
There will be times that you'll get to be so mad towards the world but there will be times that you'll see all the beauties of it. There will be times where you'll be wanting to build something instead of to break things. Help someone heal instead of causing injure. Times where you'll want to shout to the world how happy you feel being in love. And there will be times where you want to just lie on the bed, smiling hugely as you stare at the peaceful, sleeping face of the person you love.
Sometimes you feel like you want to pull all your hair out. Sometimes you want to punch a hole through the wall. Sometimes you want to claw someones eyes out (or even your own). Sometimes you want to kick something hard, like really hard. Sometimes you want to smash stuff. Sometimes you want to just lie on your bed and cry your eyes out.
However, even though you sometimes feel these unimaginable things, you just can't help hearing that little voice at the back of your head saying that that's just how it is. Love isn't something that will always make you extremely happy. Love is not there to make all things better in an instant...
Because love, love is faith, hope, and all the good things in the world mixed with the bad.
Love needs to endure in order to grow. Love needs tests and obstacles in order to be proven.
There will be times that you'll get to be so mad towards the world but there will be times that you'll see all the beauties of it. There will be times where you'll be wanting to build something instead of to break things. Help someone heal instead of causing injure. Times where you'll want to shout to the world how happy you feel being in love. And there will be times where you want to just lie on the bed, smiling hugely as you stare at the peaceful, sleeping face of the person you love.
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