For The Past Few Days

I don't feel genuinely happy.
I don't have an appetite for anything.
I don't like to mingle with people.
I walk with my head down.
I haven't had a decent conversation with anyone.
Every time I try to smile my throat locks up and I get teary.

I'm even having trouble arranging my own thoughts.
The world is trying to aid me to deal with things and yet I'm the one depriving it of the opportunity to help me.